Helen (A String Quartet of Poignant  Memories)
 
I.
She was humming and singing the words, (when she knew  them), to one of the newer songs on the radio. She and Josephine would sit with  their heads literally buried in that piece of pretty fabric that covered the  speaker of our treasured Philco radio, writing the words so they would be able  to sing the songs as George accompanied them on the piano. Helen and Josephine  loved to sing together, and I loved to listen to them. To me, they were as good  as some of those singers on the radio, and better than a lot of  them!
In her left hand, she was holding what looked like a  wilted weed she must have pulled from the garden, and (in time with the song)  she periodically slowly plucked bristles from it and let them fall languidly to  the ground. I sat down beside her on the dirt and gravel that made up a sort of  bridge across a gully the rain had washed out in the  road.
"Hey, Anga. What cha doin'?"
"Oh, you'll find out soon  enough."
I hated to be treated like  that!
The humming was interrupted by a few words of the  melody's lyrics: "Gotta get my old tuxedo pressed; 'cause tonight I've got to  look my best- Lulu's back in town"
"Is that what that song is?" I loved the  tune.
"Yeah, we've just about got all of  it.'
They wrote the words in a notebook, in that beautiful  script they both had. At the time, I felt sure that I would be able to master  "The Palmer Method" of handwriting that had you doing something called "Ovals"  when I started to school. I don't know why I thought I would be able when they  and George (who could do just about anything he wanted to) were the only three  of my siblings who wrote so magnificently. The rest of us did not compare.  
Both of them would find pictures in magazines that they  cut out and pasted on the pages with the lyrics. Most of the time you'd swear  the pictures had been made for that exact purpose.*
Pluck, pluck: two more barbs hit the ground. Try as I  would, I could see no logic to whatever she was  creating.
My mind wandered back to the other times I had seen the  girls using those tweezers: They often took turns plucking each other's  eyebrows, One would lie on the bed, on her back, with her head in the other's  lap. That was the sole purpose of these shiny silver tools, as far as I could  tell.
They also would "do" each other's hair. Dipping a comb  into a glass of water to make it hold. How well I remember coming into the room  one evening when they were "playing beauty parlor", and picking up the glass,  then took a big swig of it. Both of them screamed in horror at what I had done.  Then when I fussed at them for letting me drink it, I thought they were going to  die laughing!
So intent had my mind been with memories that I had  forgotten what Helen was doing.
"There!" she handed me a lovely and delicate powder puff.  It smelled almost as if it had talcum powder in it. She grinned as I sniffed her  creation. Had she managed to add powder while I wasn't  looking?
 
*  George still has one of these interesting memorials.
 
II.
We did a lot more eating outdoors when we were all young.  Now, we are so accustomed to air-conditioning that none of us would even think  about eating outside. When my house was still new, Ed Kohler created a nice  patio with the leftover bricks from the house. He even made a fireplace. But,  since the bricks were not meant for cooking, I was never able to cook out there.  Nevertheless, I bought a table and chairs, so that it gave the illusion of being  used. I remember on one of Muriel's visits, she insisted we eat a meal on the  patio. Between the heat and the mosquitoes, I have never had any desire to  repeat the experience.
But as youngsters, we had Picnics galore; "Sunrise  Breakfasts" and (my favorite) "Chicken Fries". I must admit, I never cared much  for tramping through the woods at dawn, for a meal that lacked Mama's freshly  baked biscuits. But the Chicken Fries were so much fun, and the food so  wonderful that I consider their demise a national  catastrophe.
Mama and Daddy never went with us into the woods, but  they seemed to enjoy the fact that we seemed to be having such a good  time.
I'll never forget one day when Helen asked if I'd like to  go with her into the woods, looking for flowers or shrubs to dig up and  transplant in our yard. She had always loved doing this, but usually she went  alone. Of course, I would have followed her almost any place on  earth.
I noticed that she had a basket of food. "Are we gonna  have a picnic?" I asked hopefully.
"After I get something to put in our yard," was her  reply.
"Oh, Boy! Just you and ME!" I could hardly contain my  joy!
We walked on in silence, except for the singing of the  birds and the sounds of bees buzzing. It was a gorgeous day in late March,  already a spectacular spring day.
I saw it first, and I was so proud to point and say,  "Look, Helen! That's a pretty yellow flower over  there!"
"It is!" she said, quickening her pace. "Looks like one  of those forsythia bushes!" She walked all the way around it. It wasn't very  large, but was so very pretty. Of course, I have always loved just about  anything that is yellow. "Here, hold onto this," handing me the picnic basket,  "while I dig it up."
I watched as she carefully dug all around the bush, being  careful not to damage the roots. The ground was still soft from the recent rain,  and it did not take long before she held her healthy looking shrub so we could  both admire it. "I'm gonna plant this right near the front fence," she said,  "Here, you hang onto it, and hand me the basket."
We didn't find anything else that she deemed worthy of  transplanting to our yard, so she found a good dry spot in a clearing and sat  down on the ground. I dropped down across from her and she opened the basket. I  was dying to see what it contained! The first thing she took out was one of our  most ragged bath towels. This was to be our tablecloth.  Next came several slices of Colonial  Bread that she had wrapped in waxed paper (there was no plastic wrap to be had  then). The next thing I saw took me completely by surprise: there were several  slices of what looked like fried bacon, also wrapped in wax  paper!
"If that bacon?" I gasped.
"You just wait and see!" She answered  mysteriously.
She began placing the strips of bacon on the bread, and  then brought forth sliced tomatoes and leaves of lettuce! She arranged this  neatly, adding a sprinkling of salt and pepper (she had brought a small shaker  of each).. Then, she added mayonnaise to one slice of the bread and placed that  on top of one of the filled slices of bread. I know instinctively that this was  my sandwich: she detested mayonnaise, just as both our parents did. But all of  the rest of us loved it.
Reaching into the basket again, she came up with two  bottles of Barqs Root Beer; the picnic lunch was complete. "Try your sandwich."  
I bit tentatively into the soft white bread, tasting that  first rapturous bite of my very first bacon, lettuce and tomato sandwich. I was  thunderstruck!  "This is the best  sandwich I ever tasted!"
She was just biting into hers. "Iddn't it  delicious!"
I took a big swig of the warm root beer. I didn't even  mind that it was not ice cold the way I liked them. "Where did you learn to make  these things?"
"Oh, Daisy Stevens and Janie Murphy make them all the  time!" she said matter-of-factly.
"Well, I feel like I could eat three or four more of  them!" 
"Not this time. Mama will be mad if we don't eat some of her Irish  stew when we get home."
"Is that what we're havin' for  dinner?"
She nodded, gathering everything up and putting it in the  basket. 
"I love Irish stew!" 
I was well on my way to becoming a real  chowhound.
 
III.
 
The first time I heard Mama call Helen "Eagle Eye" was  when we were shopping one afternoon, in Laurel at Carter-Heide's. The two of  them had been delegated by George to pick out some new pants for him. At this  stage of his existence, he refused to shop for himself. He vehemently hated  having to "try on" anything, and having the salesman marking the clothing for  alteration. Instead, he'd find a picture of the pants (or shirt, etc,) that hr  wanted, and then it was up to Mama and one of our sisters (usually Helen, since  she was the one who still lived at home) having to find the closest thing she  could to the picture (cut out of Sears or "Monkey Ward" catalogs, or some  magazine), buy the smallest size they had it in, and then alter it to fit his  small frame, after they got it home. He was exceedingly demanding that it fit  him like a glove.
On this particular day, the man whom George and I had  dubbed "Curley" (because of the "old-timey" and "tacky" style he wore his  flaming red, curly locks parted in the middle) was waiting on us. Mama had just  about made up her mind about the second pair of trousers, when Helen whispered  something to her.
The salesman was already reaching to take the pants and  wrap the two pairs together, but Mama held on to them tightly. She took the left  pant leg in her hand and examined it more closely. "By golly, you're right!" She  then asked if they had another pair exactly like this one. "Curley" looked  perplexed, but he walked to the rack and found a matching pair. Mama handed them  to Helen, who looked at and approved of this pair.
While the purchases were being wrapped, Mama smiled at  Helen, and said, "I always did say you've got an Eagle-Eye!" Helen had  apparently seen a flaw in the material that was not in the second  pair.
"If I'm gonna end up with a skirt made outa those pants,  I sure as heck don't want a flaw in 'em!" she huffed. And poor Helen often wore  "hand-me-downs", not only from three sisters, but often some of George's  garments recycled as skirts or blouses.
 
 IV.
 
What in the world was she doing? Here she was, sitting on the grass of our front lawn, spreading the green blades this way and that, searching for something. I flopped down beside her. "Now, you get up from there! Right this minute! You know how hard it is to get red bugs offa you!"
It was true. I had been forbidden to sir on the grass  because I seemed to attract "Chiggers" like slop attracts hogs! I never could  see the little mites, so miniscule were they: only Mama or Helen had the vision  to detect them and pull them from my itching body. Both had "Eagle  Eyes"!
I got up, reluctantly and stretched. I did not have to  ask what she was doing. I knew all too well. She was searching for four-leaf  clovers. And she never failed to find at least one every time she tried. I was  so jealous of her ability to find these "Good Luck Charms" while I never could  find even one!
"How long you been lookin' out here?" I asked, more to  get her to converse with me than for an answer.
"Oh, I don't know, ten or fifteen minutes, I  guess."
When she was doing anything, Helen would usually not  allow herself to be distracted. And I was just as determined that she should  talk with me.
"What's this thing Sammy an' George were tawkin' about  this morning?"
"When?" She did not sound the least bit  interested.
"While we were eatin'  breakfast."
She looked up then, suddenly I had her  interest.
"Here!" she handed me one.
I took it and hoped it would have only three leaves, as  all of mine did. But I should have known: it was a perfect example of Four-Leaf  Clover: worthy of being on a 4H Club sign!
 
 
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